[my name is]: carol-anne
[in the morning i am]: wishing I could curl up and go back to sleep
[all i need is]: tea and toast
[love is]: never wasted on your children...
[im afraid of]: failing my daughter...
[i dream about]: puppies.. kittens... fluffy clouds....

-H A V E .Y O U. E V E R . .
[pictured your crush naked?]: I don't have a crush on anyone...
[actually seen your crush naked]: what did i just say?
[fucked]: oh yes
[had sex]: oh yes...
[made love]: yes.. yes.. yes...
[been in love]: yes.. yes.. yes...
[cried when someone died]: yes
[lied]: of course... not nearly as well as the man I was engaged to....

-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
[coke or pepsi]: coke
[flowers or candy]: flowers.. nothing makes me smile like flowers...
[tall or short]: i'm short... but who cares when they are on their knees....

-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: their smile.. their eyes...
[last person u slow danced with]: Deano...
[worst question to ask]: Did you just say you don't like Tequila?

-W H O-
[makes you laugh the most?]: my daughter...
[makes you smile]: my daughter...
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: no-one in particular...
[do you have a crush on?]: i don't have a crush on anyone...
[has a crush on you?]: If you can count giving me his number and asking me to call him... Deano...
[easiest to talk to]: my two best friends... my journal...

D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: i used to..turns out he was ignoring me and searching craigslist...
[save msn conversations]: I have MSN plus.. it does it automatically...
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: sometimes... cos i wish i didnt give a fuck...
[cried because of someone saying something to you]: yes... and for not saying something...

H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: no
[been rejected]: yes
[rejected someone]: yes...
[used someone]: never
[been cheated on]: yes
[done something you regret]: making a phone call 5 years ago to save a life... wish i hadn't wasted my time and money...

W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: proper conversation... Deano... short call... Annie at Venture to tell me our photos are ready to collect...
[hugged]: my daughter
[you instant messaged]: Chris...
[you laughed with]: Deano....

D O .Y O U-
[color your hair]: always...
[ever get off the damn computer]: yes
[habla espanol]: yo no habla espanol

D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[smoke cigarettes]: no..
[obsessive]: no...
[could you live without the computer?]: probably not... i use it for work...
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: about 20 off the top of my head... I just had a good clear out...
[what's your favorite food?]: toast.. cheesecake...
[whats ur favorite fruit?]: watermelon...
[drink alchohol?]: yes.. a lot...
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: it used to be sunsets.. now.. sunrises... its a new beginning...
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional...
[trust others way too easily?]: yes.. but i've learnt my lesson...

N U M B E R-
[of times i have had my heart broken? ]: four times.. but by the same guy.. call me a sucker..
[of hearts i have broken?] : i don't think i ever broke someones heart.. i'm not that special... not that cruel...
[of boys i have kissed?] : can't recall...
[of girls i have kissed?] : more than 5.. less than 10...
[of continents i have lived in?] : 1
[of drugs taken illegally?] : too many... but into my 9th year clean of drugs...
[of tight friends?] : 6
[of cd's that i own?] : over 2,000
[of scars on my body?] : a few... mental scars.. too numerous to count...
[of things in my past that i regret?] : i regret alot of things.. 

Are you happy about something today?: yes indeedy....
What about it makes you so happy (or unhappy)?: nothing mch... its just a great day.... most are....
When was the last time you went out with friends?: couple of weekends ago... 
When did you last spend time with your family?: today
When was the last time you went on a genuine date?: hmmmm... don't recall... but i have one next week.... 
When was the last time you kissed someone?: today... my daughter
When was the last time you had sex?: A long time... too long...
When was the last time you told someone you loved them?: today.. my daughter..
Have you ever been in love?: yes... 
Who knows more about you than anyone else?: The man I wasted 5 years of my life on.....
Who in your family are you closest to?: my brother.. 
Who are your closest friends?: Barbie and Ken...  Mel...
Who do you love, more than anyone?: my daughter...

DIAMONDS (money and success)

What's the first time you ever remember getting money? birthdays at Leconfield...
What did you do with it?: spent it of course.. in the Wavy Line
What's the first thing you bought because everyone else was buying it?: i honestly have no clue...
What was your favorite gift from childhood?: anything my father bought me...
What is the most money anyone ever gave you, as a child?: i don't recall..  
What's your favorite toy from childhood?: Girls World 
What car do you drive now?: Vauxhall Nova 1.2i
Where do you live now?: Plymouth...
What's the greatest thing you've ever bought?: a 3 month trip to Australia....
What car do you most want?: I have my eye on the new Renault Clio... or the new Peugout 307
Where do you most want to live?: I'm happier here than I could ever have been anywhere else...
What luxury (you'll probably never be able to afford) would you most like?: happiness
What do you consider the pinnacle of success?: happiness

SPADES (labor and career)

What was your first job?: shoe shop assiatant
How much did you make?: minimum wage
What was your favorite job?: Stores Officer in the Naval Dockyard
Why did you leave it?: i was forced to by my then husband
Did you further your education after high school? yes...
What did you study?: Stores Administration.. Law.. Business Studies...
What is your current job?: PA to a Partner in the Law Firm I work for....
How long have you been doing your job?: for the firm... 7 years.... this particualr job... 3 weeks...  
What do you plan to eventually do?: I spent the last 5 years planning my future... I'm never making plans again....
If money were no object, what would you do?: open a teashop/book store....
What's the hardest thing you've ever done?: put up with his bullshit for 5 years.....
What's the hardest thing you've ever done, purely out of kindness?: chose to spend my hard earned savings on attending my best friends wedding in Turkey last year... I should have spent the money on going to the USA instead...

CLUBS (war and conflict)

Are you upset about something?: I'm pretty relaxed... but disgusted by someones behaviour...
Why does it upset you?: because lies have been told about me to people whom I can't defend myself too....
Are you not talking to someone?: Nope... I'm talking to everyone I want to....
Is someone not talking to you?: Not that I know of...
Were you personally affected by September 11th?: yes... I didn't lose anyone.. but yes.. i was affected... 
Has it changed your personal habits?: no...
If you were drafted, would you object?: no...
Can you see yourself dying for your country?: of course.. if it was expected of me...
Can you see yourself dying for anything else?: yes.. my child.. no-one else.... 
What is the worst news you ever received?: being told my Father had died...
When was the last time you cried?: at work.. last week sometime...
When was the last time you hit someone?: i'm not a violent person...
Have you ever genuinely wanted to kill someone?: yes...